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Introduction & Life Timeline

Introduction & Life Timeline

I was born in 1975, in the bustling heart of Kuala Lumpur, at the General Hospital that witnessed my first breath. From a humble home in Jalan Raja Abdullah, Kampung Baru, I grew up surrounded by love, challenges, and dreams that seemed far too big for a boy my age.

My path was never a straight road. It was filled with struggles, detours, triumphs, and failures. But through it all, I discovered that every chapter of my life was in fact a dialogue—an endless monologue—between myself and my Creator.

This is my story.


Life Timeline

1975

  • Born at Kuala Lumpur General Hospital.
  • Childhood home: No. 23, Jalan Raja Abdullah, Kampung Baru.

1981

  • Began formal education at a kindergarten in Taman Keramat.
  • Continued at Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Taman Ehsan for primary school.

1987

  • Entered secondary school at Sekolah Menengah Tinggi Kajang.
  • Later transferred to Sekolah Menengah Taman Ehsan.

1992

  • Sat for Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) — the boundary between school life and real life.

1993

  • Completed school, stepped into independence.
  • Tried to pursue singing.
  • Ran a burger stall at Taman Ehsan school canteen.
  • Briefly ventured into acting alongside the legendary late A. Rahman Hassan.
  • Continued exploring music, acting, and performing arts while working to survive.

1994

  • Met M. Nasir and joined Luncai Emas as a silat performer for Canggung Mendonan concert at Stadium Negara.
  • Actively involved in silat, kompang, and local politics.

1998

  • Accidentally entered the world of composition through a young composers’ contest on TV3.
  • Collaborated with the band Candy, producing a major single that is still aired today.
  • Album project collapsed after the band split.
  • Worked at XS Studio (owned by Uncle Raja Badri), learning music production and networking.
  • Later worked in a cybercafé, discovering the digital world.

2000

  • Joined Godell Group of Companies.
  • Married and started a family.
  • Life became stable with a permanent job and new home.

2005–2007

  • Reconnected with Nik Nasir. Produced songs for Royce Saayan, Handy Black, Zila Seeron (AF7), and AKU Band.
  • One of my songs climbed to No. 3 on the HotFM Chart.
  • Royalty income soared.
  • Bought a double-storey house in Serdang and later a condominium in Desa Petaling.

2008

  • Resigned from Godell.
  • Experienced financial freedom for the first time.
  • Owned two houses, cars paid off, and RM80,000 in cash savings.
  • Ventured into business and politics — both ended in failure.

2010–2011

  • Enrolled at Universiti Utara Malaysia (UUM) in Communications.
  • My then-wife studied at UKM. Economy collapsed. Sold Serdang house.
  • Marriage conflict escalated.
  • Divorced in 2011. Life shattered: family broken, finances destroyed.

2012–2013

  • Continued struggling while finishing studies, though without graduation.
  • Worked as Executive Secretary at Persatuan Seniman Malaysia. Life slowly regained momentum.

2014

  • Sold condominium, earned RM180,000.
  • Planned to rebuild life, but betrayed by a close friend.
  • Hopes of living freely with my children crushed.

2016

  • Left Seniman. Tried music production with MIG Production, but project was hijacked.
  • Another painful failure that broke me deeply.

2017–2018

  • Returned to my mother’s home in Jelatek. Remarried.
  • Remained active in music via Kopstar & MACP.
  • Attempted “Taman Muzik Malaysia” project — failed.
  • Fell seriously ill and was forced to rest.

2019

  • Won a lawsuit against Fawzi, compensation RM100,000 (paid monthly).
  • Mismanaged finances, money quickly disappeared.

2020

  • COVID-19 pandemic struck.
  • Struggled economically, yet found inspiration to write Monologue Spectrum Theory.
  • Received RM11k creative grant, but lost due to betrayal once again.

2021

  • Worked as a GrabFood rider to survive.
  • Sold my Wira car, bought a motorcycle with EPF savings.
  • Trust in friends diminished.

2023

  • Worked at GVV Academy as a content creator.
  • Slowly found hope again.

2025

  • Completed and submitted Teori Spektrum Monolog to DBP & Karangkraf.
  • English version, Monologue Spectrum Theory, published on Amazon Kindle.
  • Resigned from GVV after bankruptcy.
  • Returned to GrabCar.
  • Focused on building career as a professional content creator and writer.
  • Rebuilding life with maturity and acceptance that without divine decree, no effort succeeds—but knowledge and writing remain eternal.


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